| steve shamsi |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|02:12 am] |
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dotch.
so basically my entire weekend was spent at work. whether it was actually working, eating free food, drinking free beers, or leaving the role of storyteller in the hands of my boss. i really like my boss. i think he is a great guy. unlike many other people i believe he is NOT an alcoholic, rather a man who simply loves his beer. and loves to drink them all day every day. so on friday i got my first tattoo and i love it. i told my parents on sat and they seemed to actually like the tattoo. tight. so i kinda need a job. i mean i have a job but i work like 5 times a month. i need a real full time job until school starts. my days seem so wasted with sleep and doing nothing which to me means not working and not making money. if i've learned anything with my life its to have fun with the moment. even though i'm not making money but rather spending it all the time i still am having a fucking blast. my friends are pretty dece to say the least. they have made my summer pretty fucking fun. girls. wowzers. what to say. um i used to be in this mentality where i haven't been in a good relationship for like three years and made me really sad. but lately i guess i haven't been thinking about it. i mean i want a woman to call upon as my own but i'm not freaking out about it as much as i used to i guess one could say. so there is this one girl who i think is pretty rad but i'm not sure where things are going. i would like to get to know her better and know more about her but the way things have been going lately i haven't had the time or the chance. hopefully those two things will change in the near future. um..i like beer and with i was 21. fuck the law. it just makes things harder. so i'm going to be taking japanese in the fall and i'm pretty excited. my plans are to get a job in the future where i wll get the oppurtunity to travel to and from the great island country of napan or (japan as you faggots call it....wait maybe i'm the faggot?()()())))((() so i'm not yet 20 and i can myself growing older. its kind of a scary thing when you feel kinda old when you are as young as i am. i don't know. well i need another beer and all my friends are being lame so i think i'll end this diary. if you read this within the next hour or so feel free to call me cause i'm fucking bored and don't feel like sleeping yet. IT'S TO EARLY TO GO TO BED. BITCHES.
firefighter got good hoes. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|05:18 pm] |
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so i just got my first tattoo.. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|12:57 pm] |
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So this was pretty much a good weekend. I started off on friday by doing a whole lot of nothing and then going to the Big D show. Big D to say the least did not let me down. They were fucking amazing. After the show i got the oppurtunity to hang out with this cool chick. I drank some beers and hung out with some intresting people. The night ended well with me sleeping in my own bed. My sister came home late fri. night so i got the chance to see her on sat. Sat was pretty much a family day and we celebrated my sister getting old and ate some delicious food. Sat. night i went to a party and drank some beers and had fun. Sun morning i had an amzing breakfast and then got a shower. man it felt good. and here i am now. well i guess the weekend isn't evn over so i'm going to go get dressed and start my day. |
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| GueSS what? |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|03:10 am] |
guess what mother fuckers, i'm bringing it back my live journal. the last live journal i wrote was a very long time ago. i can say i have learned a lot and have grown since my last journal. i know new people have new some new friends. life is going well. this journal is not meant to be long just to let everyone know i'm bringing it back. if you cared at all. oh well. good night.
until next time. |
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| the third journal entry in one day! |
[May. 8th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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"so prom is coming up, do you have a date?"
yes this is a gay vulture's quote and also a very legitimate question for everyone who is reading this live journal entry. as of right now i am not going to prom. and i like it when people don't try to find me a date. i am a big boy and if i really wanted to go like super bad i could probably find my own date. yeah. i don't know if i want to go or not. oh well. moving on. soo this weekend was fun. i was drunk both friday and saturday night. i also hung out with a lot of decent people. to all you decent people, thanks. soo high school is almost over. FUCK YEAH!!! ( i bet a lot of smiled or giggled when you read that) ((i bet even more of you laughed because i just typed the word "giggle")) soo anyways. oh yeah i had Cici's pizza bar for the first time over the weekend. that place is bitching. if you have not had Cici's go there, now. i'm serious. unless they are not open. in that case go tomorrow. bitch's. so i don't feel like typing anymore so i'm going to stop. right now. no i'm not. lets play a game.
no wait nevermind.
maybe next time. until then bye. p.s. i want to orgasim in all of you're(hehe) mouth's. hot DANG. okay i'm done.
bye. |
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[May. 8th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
and this is my fourth.
still crazy.
isn't is?
yes mark, it is. now shut the fuck up.
okay. |
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| beer is yummy |
[May. 8th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
this is my third live journal entry.
crazy.
isn't it? |
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| you're such a fucking easy target |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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i'm not the perfect boy you always dreamed of dating
i'm not the one who all the girls smiled at and had secret crushes on
i'm just the boy who tends to let the words roll off the tip of his tongue without much thought
the boy with ADHD.
i'm the boy you laugh at for speeding a 100+ miles an hour down the freeway and getting a ticket
i'm the boy who used to get drunk every other day by himself and pass out on the cement floor
i'm the boy who got caught smoking weed outside his basement window
the boy who plays video games till five in the morning
But inside of me, inside of my tiny fucking skull there is a boy that no one knows. a boy that looks at himself everyday in the mirror and says "wow, you look like shit" and then thinks to himself "wait a second i don't fucking care what i look like" and "i am a piece of shit" Everyone and everything is a blur. we grow up thinking the way people tell us to think making rash decisions based on what are friends say and what are friends do. we live life trying to impress others
fuck it.
do your own thing. cuss when you fucking want to. have sex. gauge your ears. do drugs. drink beer. get a tattoo. fuck a horse. smoke a bowl. jump off a bridge. i don't fucking care. but do the things that make you happy. you only LIVE once.
if you want to sit at home feeling sorry for yourself masturbating every chance you get,then fucking do it. or get off your ass and find yourself a hunny bunny. she won't come looking for you.
be the leader of the pack.
be the one that says "been there done that"
be someone different.
make people laugh.
make people cry.
make people think.
make people think differently about their life.
make people think differently about you.
make people question the things they just read in your live journal. |
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| celestial |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
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dear anyone who's decent enough to read my live journel,
well i have finally jumped on the bandwagon.
everyone has a live journel and now i do too. i am cute.
since you're reading my live journel for the very first time you're cute as well. for the most part this last week has had it's ups and downs, from hanging out with friends to doing jack shit. it's only wednesday and for some reason i seriously thought yesterday was like friday. having said that it's pretty obvious that this week is going by so fucking slow.
soo as i near the end of my senior year my feelings have been very mixed lately. i've always wanted to just get away from everybody and go to college and meet new friends and start all over. but now i kinda like my friends and don't want to leave them. i love meeting new people and i want to make tons of new frieds when college comes.
i guess i still have a lot of time to think about college and the rest of my life.
i think i am going to go to the library sometime soon and get the perks of being a wallflower since i am the only one of my friends who has not read that book.
everyone should be friends with eric moster
please comment on how awsome/non-awsome i am |
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